Crippled by social hypocrisy, widespread infidelity and natal bankruptcy, I was initially mystified about life and its integral value and sole purpose.
But as I wade through life, I successively discover monumental despair and infinitesimal instantaneous relief, which have scarred me with a meticulous, adamant and skeptical personality.
And as I mobilize (activate) my thoughts, I have unearthed from this reality that ignorance is bliss and the best motivator, but simultaneously it blind you from the truth. And to be intellectually gifted is very psychologically excruciating. Wishing for a juvenile psyche so as not to be heckled by humanity's ignorance and brutality to each other and the environment. But at the same time fearing to be blinded by ignorance and becoming engulfed ignorant entities like them.
Inoculated with a perpetual love for the external world, have lead to my disorientation in a jungle of religion. This made me realize that religion is just to give man hope of something to look forward to and to keep occupied .For without hope humans will become suicidal beings. Therefore, refuge from hopelessness is impossible for someone who has no religion or to someone who does not believe in God.
They live their routine lives not thinking why they are here or about the future or about another person's feelings, they only care when it catches up with them. Their stereotype indigenous personalities prevent them from asking simple logical questions and thinking outside the barriers of orthodoxy, where the truth really lies. For it is a childish minds that ask and answer the questions of the cosmos.
Humanity will never become a supreme race, for they are constantly victims of their own inhumane activity, mindless religions, prejudicial democracy and pride.
Sub-consciously they hold the key to the doors of their own destruction.
Postnatal scrutinizing of the totality of life have intoxicated me with...