December 3, 2010
L.E 500 words
Well well well it has seems as if I had made another mistake in life. Even when most of them on my PLE wasn’t really true but because I was in the wrong there is nothing I can do about it to change the way, or the things I have said and done. During the last couple of days I have been out of class mainly because of my profanity, the way I have not followed directions, being very disruptive to the staffs and all of my fellow class mates and also using a lot of anger, to express the way I was feeling at the time everything took in progress. As I sat down in class I was already frustrated from the little bit of rest I was getting at night so going to school frustrated already had my blood hot. Mr. Johnson and I had an exchange of words and I should have kept my mouth closed at the time but instead I let my anger get over me, and I used slang profanity. I thought he would not recognized what I was saying but I see that he too is from the projects or where ever he is from he understood what I was saying. Also coming in every morning being so used to sitting in the front I should have had a better memory of what he told me to sit in the back. I apologies to him but it was all too late that was my third day not following is rules and I should have had a better memory I am working at that by reading books and doing math work to get my brain going. As I left the class I left in a storm I really did not remember what I said to the staff as I left but I know I did not threaten any one’s life I am all too smart for that no matter how angry I get, but I did indeed slam the door shut. What I should have done was ask Mr. Freeman if it was ok for me to sit under the gazebo and read my bible as I always do, that is my way of counseling. Kind of my way of meditating to get my mind off all the wrong that I do or that comes against me. All together my anger has taken over me and I have been doing very well with it, but I felt...