Whats up...well..as you know of our lil conversation last night..you told me some things that had me stunned..and you know what
im talkin abt..you sayin you want me back..but you cant because its not that easy..i know life is hard at times..you gotta make hard
decisions,but you and I both kno that you what ever you do its for your happiness..you tell me your happy with him..i understand
but you must not be as happy as you say you are..bc there is a piece still lingerin in you and its tellin you to stay work it out
me..bc i aint gon lie..ive tried my best to move on..but there is just a piece of my heart who wants more from you..what I mean is I
want us to go back to what we use to be...THAT nearly perfect r-ship that everyone strives for in there life time. I mean I dont wanna
ruin your life or anything..TRUST ME I want you to be happy. I would lay down my life just for you to be happy. I care abt you Mia,
but there is just something in my heart that is tellin me that I need to stay and try it with you..or at least wait so i dont miss out.
dont worry abt me missn out on life..i got my WHOLE life..ya digg..But your name is stuck in my head like a melody. You could have cutt me
out of your life..but you decide to stay, an keep me half way in it..WHY? Baby girl i dont give up..I dont take our conversations for granted.
If I also know where your comin from when you say that you got respect your r-ship..im not askin you to cheat..NEVER..im not askin you to do nothin
you dont wanna do..Just kno that your bf is in the army, and he would do what he had to do to be happy..even if that meant leavin you. He is a grown
just like me..ya gotta do what is best for you..even if you have to break someones heart..or leave them..i know thats harsh but I had to hit on that.
YOu get what im sayin? i mean if is over for me..then tell me..i will roll..but if there is a small chance that you would try me again..then im gon stay..
Im not gon let this hurt me..im gon...