You will continue to exist after all heartaches and emotional stresses are long gone. Complete honesty to the self in considering and admitting that the emotion you think you are feeling right now or at any present moment is nothing but a chosen magnification of the condition or situation you know you are in. Recognizing that lost can be inevitable and the only assurance that you may forever keep is the self and the thoughts of your own making. Know that you are here forever and so, knowing that, be not surprise or taken aback of things, as much as you are aware that you have power beyond them, but will not control them, till that moment when you have completely understood that control can be an image of wisdom, be silence. In considering that energy takes different forms, as images, thoughts and experiences. And that these forms are combinations of several layers of produced mechanism. Until we do attach emotion to these energies and forms, we are actually free from the bondage of the effect of these forms and mechanisms. Remember to acknowledge that these emotions are universal but finite, if wanted to be. I feel, I see I observe, I think, I will become what I already am.
A certain sense of purpose creeps in my thoughts forcing me to have to need to evaluate the moment. Yesterday I knew I had some form of revelation about the imagination of myself and around me as real and the conclusion that maybe I am dreaming myself. I am caught up to deal with certain things and then I question whether these thoughts are even fundamental to me. But what is fundamental, I guess that doubt of maybe not knowing exactly where I spring from and where I am going and the hard fact that I face ultimately on each present moment, creates contradictions and confusions, chaos in itself. And as this chaos continues to permeate my mind, I easily forget that there is order in it. That maybe the stability of my thought is carried out only through the existence of both. As...