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During Week 2 and 3, the relationship I had with my closest friend took an unexpected turn as we kissed for the first time after two years of knowing each other. I have had feelings for her for months now and I finally realised that she was the first woman I had ever been in love with. The issue there was that there was another man involved who was her first love and only relationship up to now, meaning that despite the fact that she finally admitted, after months, that she did have feelings for me, I was going to be second “choice” unless she moved on. It was highly stressful for me and considering that I have a mind stress style I started having trouble sleeping and also lost my appetite. I lost a lot of weight that I gained the hard way through exercising last semester and at times I could not sleep for days at once. Her indecision was the cause of all that as I am the type of person who would rather hear bad news up front rather than be in the dark over an issue. The other man used to be my friend and he was never faithful to her and she knew it which made me feel angry because therefore it should have been an easy choice between me, who has always been there for her, and him who is not worthy of anyone’s trust. The anger slowly turned into resentment for her at times and I felt like the situation would never resolve itself which made the start to my semester highly stressful.
In week 4, I decided to take matters in my own hands and gave her an ultimatum, I told her that unless she promised that she was going to move on then we should not be in each other’s lives anymore. She did make the promise to me but broke it two days later when the other guy came back after he told her yet another lie. I have not uttered a word to her since and I am actually glad that she is out of my life now as I realised that she was the main reason for the constant negative feelings I had over the past few months. In week 5, I then decided to start...