The room was spinning, I couldn't stop it, it made me feel hopeless and unwanted. To feel this pain in my head, must be what they had meant when they said it would be "hell on earth". It had blurred into one constant color of pain, all the colors of the rainbow smushed together to make one final color; black. It all faded from my eyes, nothing but pain, but even that wasn't really there it was just numb all over me. The last thing I had felt before it was gone was a sudden pain in my head like i had ran into something hard.
They said it had only been a minute or two but to me in that dark void it had seemed like a year, just waiting for my body to feel something, anything; would it be pain, numbness, sadness, happiness, joy, it could have been anything in the world. Finally after what I had thought had been forever there was a dull pain in my head, well it felt like my whole right side of my body. I slowly had been becoming aware of my body and my surroundings. With my eyes still close I could here my sister, Victoria and our friend, Amber laughing as if somebody had told a really good joke. It sounded so far away I was not all that sure to be truthful. I heard my mother calling from a distance, she just kept crying in this squeaky voice "if I was alright", well what she really said was"What the fuck is wrong with you,are you all right,why did you do that, should I call 911, should I call ur dad..." she just went on like that for the longest time, as if hoping that I would get annoyed and answer just so she would shut up. Well she may just get her wish if she doesnt stop that, it really hurts your mind to try and focus on to many things. They still kept laughing...