These past 2 months have not been the best, my hero, my only one to complain to, my basically everything, Is gone away to Alberta to work for a few months. My dad, I love him and miss him oh so very much. I love when he is around because I can tell him anything and he don’t get mad, I know he don’t give me much and mom do, but he gives me more love then she do. I don’t know if that’s the truth but that’s how I feel. He may have never been around 24/7 of my life, but he has been there for me when I was down, or when I was not feeling good, and gave the love throughout all of this. I really think that mom treats me different then my dad do, she just thinks that if she does/gets me what I want I will love her, I do love her, a lot actually. It’s just dad gives love, not as a gift but something with passion. I really do miss him, too much. He won’t be home for another 2 or 3 months and I don’t think I can wait, but I will. For him, lately I have no one to complain to or share my feelings to because dad is away, and I don’t want to call him and make him upset, and him wanting to come home, I can’t do that to him, he should be happy everyday he is up in Alberta, he IS the one who keeps this roof over our head. And I love him for that. I just find it really hard to be without him. I can`t wait for that day that he comes home, and we go to the airport to wait, I really truly believe that, that will be the most happiest day of my life. Seeing my dad, I know I’m soon 16 years old and this is only the second time in my life that he has been gone this long, and I know other people’s father go longer, and more like this. But I am greatlful that I have this relationship with my father, I just don’t like being away from him for a long periods of time, and yes sometimes I wish he could just go, but I don’t mean that, I just say it because I am a teenager for crying out loud. I just love him loads, he is not just my father, he is my friend and hero. And I don’t know too many...