We began dating Jan. 31 2010. We continued to date through that time and he was mostly sweet and caring but he was very apathetic. He didn’t convey his feelings very often and that’s what I kept pushing for. By March I had cheated on him with my best friend. I thought I was the most despicable person ever for doing something so cruel to both parties (explain David). He did forgive me in the way I thought impossible. He said to me “it was a mistake but I forgive… but I still want you to be with me. He had taken my virginity by now but he was always very sweet. He did come over through the back door but 98% of the time we just lay to sleep holding one another. He didn’t always push sex. When I said no he said” O’well as long as I get to hold you tight” He was always very thankful of how I pushed him to be a better person. To strive to the best instead of being lazy and not trying at all. I knew he had potential and I knew he could be smart he just had to apply himself. By may it was as different story. I noticed him around selena more often and he wasn’t telling me the exact truth. I felt as if he was cheating. It led to big fight and me one day bringing all the stuff he ever gave so I could give it back to him. When I found him he was in the hall way with her and they were talking very closely. I exploded and threw his stuff at him and said I never wanted anything to do with him. At that time I had borrowed and lost his iPod and he said he needed it back or else his mom was gonna kick him out…. I coldly shouted” see you on the streets”… Then 2 days later he was back with her. They seem to be flaunting their relationship in front of me. I was devastated and in tears most of the time. Then 2 weeks into summer happened and I had found out he had broken up with her. I still was upset with him and thought I’d rather chew grass then see him again. But he found a way to contact me and we met at the mall secretly. We talked for hours and he explained what was going on....