Hey baby, once again I don't wanna make you cry. But today once again I realized how much I love you & how much I need you again. So I realized how weak you made me & you make strong at the same time. I remember the day at the party when we went into that basement. It gave me butterflies and till this day it still does. Only because like couldn't really tell honestly what you looked like cause it was way to dark. But cause you took so much interest in the situation & what happen I knew that you were the kinda person I could easily either like it become friends with you. I wasn't sure the reason for you actually going in the basement, I wasn't sure if you thought I was cute or just if you truly just being thoughtful or both??🤔 still to this day I'm very unsure why, but I'll find out. Than I remember the kiss, like a jolt of energy went through me body along with a lot of emotion. I was confused & a little scared. I wasn't 100 percent sure if you liked me & Curleen was there. We were all good ass friends & I wanna fuck that up. But I kissed you anyways, I just took the chance I risked it: honestly I wanted to do it at panenra bread but I was Nervous. But when we went to coney I wasn't bouta let you get played by some Brooklyn nigga. Than after when we kissed the second time you gave me the kaylin face so I had to kiss you. At the time I was vey unsure about a lot, but the kissing you made me feel like I knew exactly what I was doing. It was like it was only me and you around. Like there was no else but kaylin & Malik in the world. Like it was just the beginning of all the feelings. I had for you. After all that I just wanted stay near you. I knew from the kiss that that I could have something very special. We spent so many good days with each other, I remember when we went to the city for you birthday & your mom didn't know about us. You still wee wiki to show me you liked or loved me. I loved you from the very beginning because you thought you thought you weren't...