I’m tired of being mistreated and ignored. I shouldn’t be in a relationship if I’m just gonna constantly be worried that there’s someone else. I want you to be proud that I’m yours. I can’t remember the last time I felt special around you. I want nothing but to be with you, but you seem to want so many other things. I don’t feel important or wanted. Everything is such a double standard. I say something that bothers me, and I get bitched at. Just because you don’t tell me whatever bothers you, you’re an angel. How am I supposed to fix something if I don’t know what to fix? I feel like I’m the cause of everything.. your lies, your broken promises, your mistakes. Why is it fair that I have to suffer for the both of us? Why is it fair that I want to be angry at you, yet I know that I have already forgiven you? You do nothing to fix yourself for the better. You’re too caught up in your own world. I made a mistake, I let you in. I let you know me like nobody else has. Now you can use it to your advantage, and all you’ve been doing it being deceitful and hurting me emotionally. I’ve been without you for two weeks. Dreaming of you, thinking of you, praying for you. I would never wish for you to go through what you put me through, but maybe if you did go through such a terrible, low point in your life like I did, maybe you would understand how I feel instead of pretending like you know everything. We’re two different people, but we’re supposed to be one. You still think I’m the same person I was two months ago, but she’s long gone. I am who I am because of you, and you are who you are because of me. Let’s face it, you’ll never understand me, no matter how far you dig. I love you with all of my heart, but I know you don’t deserve it. I gave you my innocence, and I feel like you’ve become a monster. Don’t think for a second that I don’t remember it all. Everything we’ve done together, everything you wore, the way you smelled, the sound of your voice, the way you looked into...