Me Finding Myself

Me Finding Myself

When people see her they think “Wow, that guy is hot.” It’s not until they talk to her that they realize that she’s a girl. A 17 year old lesbian. She is really funny and nice and listens to me a lot. She is heading toward becoming a Pro-Snowboarder so she is a very dedicated person. And I know when she loves something she loves hard. She hasn’t always been a lesbian to the people around her. She dated guys and had “normal” guy-girl relationships until the day she saw me. We were 14 at the time. It was a normal day for me I go to school, come home and go on Facebook to talk to friends. I then received a message from Pattyjoe. I thought it was strange that she was messaging me because I had never talked to her in my life, but I thought, “Hey, there’s nothing wrong with meeting new people.” We talked a lot and became really close friends. I literally talked to her more then I talked to my friends that I’ve known since kindergarten. We finally met for the first time at a Black Veil Brides concert in Poughkeepsie. I started to get nervous as I looked around for her. We ran into each other near the steps, and I thought, “Man, she’s really pretty.” I said, “Hi” and we hugged. I could not stop staring at this amazing girl that I had just met. Standing near her the entire concert was the greatest feeling in the world. Her smell was so intoxicating that it was hard to leave her after the concert was over.
These feelings made me really nervous and scared because I never felt this way for another girl before. I knew that by now lesbian relationships were common, but I didn’t ever imagine myself being in one until that night. After the concert, my world changed completely. I dated her for nine months, knowing it was too soon to start dating again after my really bad, heartbreaking break up with Corey. Although when Pattyjoe and I were together at the time we were happy and perfect. But during those months, Corey kept getting in the way, and she could never come out and...

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