A difficult choice I have made
Today I had to make a very difficult choice to either date this guy I really like and I mean I really really like him, or to just continue being friends. Of course with me being so weak hearted I said yes because I really like him and I didn't want to move without being with him. He makes me happy and I don't want to lose him even after I move because I really do love him and I never thought that I would be able to love someone after Edward Pierre. But I don't know something about dating this new guy makes me think that I can be happy again no matter what is going on and be in a better mood all the time because I know I am loved by the guy that has been there for me since the eighth grade at Vincent MS. It is like having to choose between Edward or Jacob in Twilight. Edward is a vampire that can run fast and live for eternity while Jacob is a werewolf and feeds off of vampires when they do something bad. Therefore vampires are in danger to werewolves because the werewolves will kill the. Another very difficult choice I have to make is if I should kiss him or just let him kiss me because he almost kissed me on the lips today after school but he missed and kissed right above my lips and I got really sad because I really wanted him to kiss me so that I could kiss him back but I got really nervous so I just looked down and acted like I didn't even notice what he did. The more you ponder the decision, the more confused and stuck you feel.You just want a voice from the heavens to shout down instructions and tell you what path to take. “Hey you, take that job in Miami. You’ll be much happier!”
This confusion is so uncomfortable that we tend to avoid these big decisions altogether. Of course this does nothing but stoke a low-level sense of anxiety and frustration about ourselves and our circumstances. Avoidance has never been a great strategy for life success and happiness.Over-thinking and compulsively analyzing a decision...