I’ve had enough I’m fed up refuse to be controlled by any one anymore. I tried to be tactful and remain friends with some people but they can’t even except that much. If you can’t handle friendship how can you handle anything that is more complex than that? My love can’t be bought. I can’t be talked into liking someone or threatened into being with them. I hate being neglected and ignored. If I don’t place my expectations and faith in people that I know that I might not be able to count on then I can’t be disappointed. I will never again negotiate myself or my time for any one that is undeserving. I’d rather be alone but I will never have to worry about that. For every person that can’t stand me there are twice as many people that love me. There’s no point in giving my all to a person that would give nothing for me. I don’t ask for much and if they don’t even meet those needs then how can I count on them for anymore. I try and look at things on a greater scale, at least that’s what I’m starting to do. As I get older my eyes are opening to a lot of things that I now realize were there the entire time. Resources I can use, support systems I can lean on, and strong trustworthy people I can depend on. I want to be the type of person that people can depend on. I want to be diverse and lovable, as well as intelligent and strong. I know that Rome wasn’t built in a day, so I plan on building my own personal Rome throughout my life. I want to make a decent future for the generations cc to come after me. I want to be a positive influence on the world. It doesn’t matter how small. I want to contribute, even though sometimes it is hard to stay focused. From now on I am going to give more of me and take less from people. I want to be a better person tomorrow than I am today. It won’t be easy but I am willing to make the changes and the sacrifices and do whatever it takes. Even though I have been let down in the past, I want to be someone that can be trusted in and depended...