Relationship Paper

Relationship Paper

We never sit down and realize how the decisions we make affect others and their lives. Even when we are young how relationships can determine how we spend the rest of our lives either in love or damaged. In my 18 years of living i have had my terms of heartbreaks and have broken my share of hearts. Nothing that i am to proud of because i believe that now it is coming back on me full circle. The irony of me always finding something wrong with almost every situation or somewhat relationship. Trying to find my special piece to the puzzle all the wrong ways, in all the wrong places.Who is ever at fault for a person with bad relationship skills? You could argue that its the people who showed this person how to love, but who showed them? No ones to blame but the person that does it maybe. in my situation I never took there time to realize how much wrong i was doing to a persons heart and soul.
Monique is a very special important person in my life she taught me a lot and i did her so wrong , but i was young i didn't know any better. It started with us being together and i never fully could accept the fact that i was in a relationship with her. I never could stay faithful throughout the relationship. i loved her so much but never thought my actions in the dark would catch up with me to the bright stadium lights. She put up with so much stuff with me and i always took it for granted. i have lost count on how many times i cheated, i can only remember the times i got caught. i never knew the hurt and stress i was putting this girl through and it wasn't that i didn't care i could just never wrap my mind around the situation that i was doing wrong. I was always looking for something new and different but the whole time i had everything i needed right in my face. She gave me time to get all of the cheating and other girls out of my system and i thought i was done. until i messed up with a old girlfriend from the past and continued to be a terrible circle. a circle that would...

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