Sexual Abuse Survivor

Sexual Abuse Survivor

  • Submitted By: djbeni94
  • Date Submitted: 02/06/2014 8:07 PM
  • Category: English
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In our country (Belize), molestation is something we daily gossip about, - because it either affects our neighbors or someone we know, but it is not often that we speak about the abuse we ourselves have suffered.  Most women who have been sexually abused may not know (or may choose to ignore) the effects of what it has caused, but molestation has many effects.  As I tell my story you will see how it affected me. I am a twenty one year old woman attending the University of Belize in Belmopan. I was sexually abused from ages five to fourteen.  My first abuser was a woman - she was my babysitter. She fondled me, telling me that she cared and loved me. I knew it was wrong but she kept telling me everything will be okay.  I listened when she told me not to tell anyone, and being just a child, I didn’t know better. All children are vulnerable. My mother would have been at work when this happened. Since I lived in Belmopan, during the summer vacations, my mother always sent me to the village to visit my grandparents. My grandparents both work, but my grandfather’s job was close to home. While I was there a man named Jose was renting a room at my grandparents’ house. During the night, when my grandparents were asleep, he would enter my room to kiss and fondle me. Jose told me he cared about me and loved me.  Then, during the day, my three male cousins, Henry, Kevin and Mark, along with their sister Betty who were teenagers, would come to visit me.  All three of them fondled me at the same time and guided me to perform activities on them. There were times when they visited individually to do what they wanted with me. It then became a habit of theirs. I knew something was wrong and I always wondered why they would touch me when my grandparents where away. There were times also when my grandmother would be in the kitchen and my grandfather in his room and yet they touched me inappropriately. I was confused; I knew it was wrong but they talked to me and made me feel like I...

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