i realized that when you are at your last year of high school, everything changes. It makes you think about a lot of things like what you want in a career, what is you purpose in your life and be the person that you want to be. The couple of months that I've started school has been hectic and stressful. You also realize who your friends are, i recently broke up with my boyfriend and we don't talk anymore because we were two separate people and so my group got smaller. i use to have a big group but i don't have any classes with them anymore so we started to go on to different paths even though were not even out of high school yet. i try to understand that we are all in the same boat but its tough when you want to spend everyday of school with the people you want to be with. But then again that tells you who your true friends are. I guess it seems like the end of the world because its not. its just a journey through life and i hope i fulfill everyday of my life with purpose and happiness. I'm still in search of what those two words that i've just said previously. No one really knows who they really are, everyday is self journey. so for those who feel lost in year 12, dont be scared, there is always something good to look for you just have to believe and do what is best. Dont forget you got a whole life to figure out what life is. so i dosent matter is you dont have a boyfriend or girlfriend, that person will be there you just have to find it and hope that you'll be lucky to find that one person...i mean it is your soul mate after all.