As I grow into my new life in the military, I am constantly learning there are different values and concepts that I must grasp. One of the greatest transitions that I am faced with is the ability to know the difference between my military bearing and my sometimes not so great actions as a civilian. As I write this essay, I do so with self-reflection and complete humility. I do apologize for my actions in disrespecting a Petty Officer. I want to one day be a successful leader myself, I realize this is only possible by first being a successful follower. One of the easiest and hardiest honors to receive is the good conduct medal, which is awarded after three years of good service and no writes ups. I have received this award and been a good Sailor for my past 3 years of my Military service. I put this award in jeperty as I dis-respected a fellow Sailor. This award is something everyone should strive for while completing their first term of service. To do so I realize one thing I must always do is respect the rank of my fellow shipmates. There are certain rules and regulations that must be adhered to when recognizing the leaders that are bestowed upon me. One being respect. As you grow in your Navy career, you learn the simple things that the military have laid out to make you a successful. Some of which I failed at miserably. Which is unfortunate because I would not want a sailor to disrespect the rank I put sweat and tears into earning by treating it as if it was nothing. So now is the time to practice my military bearing. I realize that I was wrong on so many counts. I am grateful that I was allowed to reflect on my actions and right this essay. Not because it is the lesser of two punishments but because it actually allows me a way to show personal growth. I can express how I feel and show what I am learning and doing to make myself a better Sailor for the military and for my command. Because my co workers depend on me and there is always someone watching...