It’s called falling in love for a reason – because, inevitably, you crash at the bottom.
I've never felt my entire chest collapse before
my heart felt like it burst into a thousand pieces.
I have never felt so betrayed by someone I could never betray.
I don’t think I have ever felt this empty before.
Then again I guess I have never tried this hard for something before.
But now I know what it feels like to fail…completely.
I know what it feels like to completely change your life for someone who is so ungrateful for what you have done for them or for us.
You hit me with the truth, but honestly, I think a bus would have hurt less.
And now I thought that I would be numb but honestly I’m not.
I can still feel and it is the most miserable feeling in the world.
I feel angry more than anything.
Angry at myself.
I’m angry for allowing myself to build a life with someone who would let it fall.
I’m angry for allowing myself to give everything I have to someone who wouldn’t give himself in return.
I’m angry for not knowing better.
I should have known better.
Love makes you a fool.
After awhile you get sick of caring and your to hurt to fight..
That’s where I’m at right now.
I have nothing left to give.
You have taken everything from me.
I think eventually the anger will disappear and give way to something better.
I followed my heart and gave it my all.
I think about all the things we shared together.
All the things we did and places we went.
How we grew together.
I have loved with everything I had…And lost everything I’ve ever given.
I have found that life goes on without you, and my world still turns when you’re not around.
I want you to know that I would have stood beside you through the good and the bad…
I honestly believed in you.
But you don’t destroy the people that you love.
My life will go on…
I lived life without you before and I can do it again.