In life you learn that you don’t always get what you want. Somewhere along the line people you thought would never hurt you tend to take advantage of you. It's kind of sad really, you get all nervous and excited thinking about this one boy in your life knowing that it can make you or break you, but no one really thinks about this till everything just shatters one day. You start feeling like it was all your fault or even that you weren't good enough for that person, but in reality it’s not true; someone will eventually come to your life and cherish everything you have to offer them.
Not many like to admit it, but heartbreak is something that knocks us down breathless. It has the ability to put us in our most vulnerable state of mind. When someone breaks your heart you tend to feel like giving up, but in order to overcome this you have to stay strong. Even though break ups can be difficult to handle at times, it does have its positives. Heartbreaks may perhaps bring great sadness to your soul but, it can also open our eyes and make us see things differently.
I met this guy who I thought would change my life for the better but, in reality he turned out to be the exact opposite. At first it was “love” but then I started noticing these changes. I never really paid mind because I was too naïve at the time. After four months of constant arguing and suffering I find out it was all a game to him. He used me all that time and I was there thinking he actually cared for me, that he actually had these feelings he said he had for me. I was what you consider his “side chick” and he, he was having the time of his life with his other girlfriend. We never really talked since then, at the end of the day she broke up with him and he stayed with none of us. I never really understood what the point of leading a girl on is for. I mean if you don’t have feelings for them and you don’t want to be in a relationship then why go through all that trouble?