i love my life but at the same time, i am sad about it...i have no idea what to do and what to become in the future. i feel like going nowhere. i have no direction to follow nor path to choose from. my parents chose almost all the things for me when i was young. now, i have a very complicate situation where i have no idea on what to choose beacause i never knew what i wanted. i am not saying that i hate this life because i still feel very blessed but what i am trying to say is that i am confused on what to choose. i have no idea, really. i want someon to help me. i dont know who to trust. i am never serious about anything and i always end up letting go unfinished things. i never really accomplished anything on my own,its sad, but its the reality. i am not blaming my parents because i have been very blessed because of them. i am trying to point out the regrets that i have on not being able to establish my likes. but i still have a long way to go and i hope and pray that my life would still be a success. i dont want to end up dying with regrets and i want to be happy, i want to express myself and be able to create my own style, to be remembered as someone who followed her own dreams and goals. i want to be sombody that i chose to be, sombody who i wanted to be. now, i am on the search for myself. i know i will make mistakes but i also know that i can do what i think is right for me. i will not let things go but fight for what i want, instead.