Ineuro blasto kerpow blam
neuro blasto
kerpow
blam blam mama
and swish and swoosh
over and under and over and through and under and under
pop fizzes snaps crakles
rife with pot holes loop holes black holes
gaps and fissures
looks and frictions
gaze gaze
in a self-reflexive manner
the tracking shot and a jump cut
rupture rupture
pop invisible sutures
and a straight cut to a close up on her face
a pained expression
or pleasure?
sweat and strain
a quivering lip and a tear dripping of her sweaty chin
she shakes
nothing collides
misses and misfirings off-track, target, beat.
out of sync
and non-deigesis exposes the homogenity
and extends the off screen space
post-dubbing sync sync
gapping holes
abject abject
uncanny resemblances shut eyes tight
cranes his head to get a better look
and the guilt and the punishment
then there's the bearer of the look
castration
a masquerade to hide the lack
a masquerade to make topsy turvy monstrosities
carnival carnival
the real she, she is doubly displaced
double over
over the moon
moondance
moonstruck
and stuck
circling through the nested story sturcture
and surrealism surrealism
can't stay
jittery knees and frozen toes antedote
cold cold
twenty below zero celcius
koniec
part I
i've got mingus on my headphones
stereophonic
biaural
i imagine my brain lighting up like a random act of fireworks.
accelerated.
then the tempo shifts.
my brain chugs at an even pace, with 9 million thoughts and processes going on.
at once.
simultaneously.
this ability to experience random particles of existence
shapes the hue and speed
the pitch of my lived experience.
if you just let go who knows what might surface.
momentarily,
out of sync
non-digetic
in succession
simultaenous to the process of my brain.
my left ear has a trumpet
staccato
pounding elegant.
the right ear hears an erratic and smooth piano.
andiamo!
fused.
leaving layers to be peeled back, discovered.
or hidden...